Reaching for the brightest star ...pleading that it might light the way and guide you home.
Long time coming …but still to suddenly…. we are all alone.
Our Family chain is now broken and nothing feels the same.
To hold you to see your face …….never again.
When it gets overwhelming and I am feeling empty and blue.
I close my eyes so I can be with you.
Sobbing into your pillow until I fall asleep.
The recent smell of you close to me I need to keep.
Memories so fresh aquaplane across my heart.
How to get over the pain of losing you, I don’t know where to start.
I miss your unconditional love, your protection, your presence.
I still feel you...Your character and your essence.
From the other side please be strong for me help me through.
Help me extinguish the burning fire of grief...Help me to loosen the grip of needing you.
Broken a drought I could have …so many tears I have cried.
If my love could have saved you…you never would have died.
If tears could build a stairway and heart ache pave a lane.
I would walk the pathway to heaven and bring you back again.