Silent Scream
Opening my eyes this morning to yet another rainy day.
Wondering how long it will take for the pain to go away.
A haunted freight train full of memories rushing through my head.
Tangled in the sheets I am ...as I twisted and turned all night long, in my now lonely bed.
Thoughts of you flicker in sad shadows somewhere between dream and nightmare.
I wonder how you are? Where you are? ......do you even care?
I allowed you into my sacred soul; it was there you awakened me with sensuous touch.
Its has been such a short time...already I miss you so much.
Thought you were the one........how can it be that I am here again.
Broken inside, grieving for a hopeless love...tasting every moment of this pain.
It all happened so fast ...was it indeed a dream?
I can't anymore, I need to let it all out ...yet all I can manage is a Silent Scream.
You deny it..But I know it was there, I felt between us a connection.
I understand now, why to fall in love with me was never your intention.
A voice is river dancing in my soul...it’s coming from a Celtic songbird as she sings.
I have crashed and burned..But will emerge from the ashes as soon as I find my wings.
Breath of heaven hold me together and make me strong.
Looking back now I have to admit it was all wrong.
Yet merciless memories still run over and over in my mind.
A quiet place of safety I must now find.
I know where this place is ...it lies deep within.
This is where my journey of healing will begin.
With Eyes now closed... all I hear is my breathing under my private sky.
I will return to me and no longer cry.
I feel sheltered and protected ...in this sacred valley I will again grow strong.
Return here I will in silence every day until I find my heart song.
At home and in rhythm I feel in this place.
My Prana will come back to me and fill me with grace.
It is here I will connect with my inner wisdom and The LIGHT.
My soul when filled with the highest vibration of LOVE ...will then take flight.
LOVE and LIGHT will set me free.
I will with time ....again find me.
Opening my eyes this morning to yet another rainy day.
Wondering how long it will take for the pain to go away.
A haunted freight train full of memories rushing through my head.
Tangled in the sheets I am ...as I twisted and turned all night long, in my now lonely bed.
Thoughts of you flicker in sad shadows somewhere between dream and nightmare.
I wonder how you are? Where you are? ......do you even care?
I allowed you into my sacred soul; it was there you awakened me with sensuous touch.
Its has been such a short time...already I miss you so much.
Thought you were the one........how can it be that I am here again.
Broken inside, grieving for a hopeless love...tasting every moment of this pain.
It all happened so fast ...was it indeed a dream?
I can't anymore, I need to let it all out ...yet all I can manage is a Silent Scream.
You deny it..But I know it was there, I felt between us a connection.
I understand now, why to fall in love with me was never your intention.
A voice is river dancing in my soul...it’s coming from a Celtic songbird as she sings.
I have crashed and burned..But will emerge from the ashes as soon as I find my wings.
Breath of heaven hold me together and make me strong.
Looking back now I have to admit it was all wrong.
Yet merciless memories still run over and over in my mind.
A quiet place of safety I must now find.
I know where this place is ...it lies deep within.
This is where my journey of healing will begin.
With Eyes now closed... all I hear is my breathing under my private sky.
I will return to me and no longer cry.
I feel sheltered and protected ...in this sacred valley I will again grow strong.
Return here I will in silence every day until I find my heart song.
At home and in rhythm I feel in this place.
My Prana will come back to me and fill me with grace.
It is here I will connect with my inner wisdom and The LIGHT.
My soul when filled with the highest vibration of LOVE ...will then take flight.
LOVE and LIGHT will set me free.
I will with time ....again find me.
- Ginger Moon 3rd January 2010
